hurmm on my personal blog..i just wrote up again my view and my emotion too. its just like woke up from dream and dream again. November here u are, u give me a lot thing alter my path after this. and i feel like to give up for this way. start here i just let by my love car because already declare as total lost. yeah total lost.. but i do not want blame to anyone just to myself because on my arrogant and selfishness allow me to make those thing. november yeah a same month of black tragedy last year.. please lend me some energy to faced it ya ALLAH..